First, I am extremely happy to welcome anyone and everyone to help guide and follow me through this experience, or as some may call it, my obsession with anorexia. I am very eager to establish friends and a support group through my new blog adventure. There are days when I struggle greatly with my way of life and would absolutely love others to guide me and provide me encouragement, as well as hope through my hardships.
I guess I should start by introducing myself. Currently, I am one month away from starting my senior year at Penn State University. As my final year in college approaches, I have accomplished so many things, most in which I do not give myself enough credit for. Being high strung and always trying to make every tiny aspect of my life perfect has definitely taken a toll on multiple aspects of my life. Throughout this blog adventure, I hope to finally unwrap each and every one of these complicated issues that torture my every day life. However, my issues with perfection is exactly where I developed my desire and 'thinspiration' for the perfect body.
With that, I start with my first question. What truly does depict a perfect body? Yes, some may say that it depends on the individuals and their own ideals. Professionals, parents, friends, etc. will tell you, "Everyone has different body types and structures. God loves you for you!" Personally, I think this is bogus! The only thing that matters is how I feel about myself, how I look in the dreaded mirror! The mirror.. The devil! The mirror is my worse enemy but oddly enough, it has introduced me to my best friend, Ana!
Although, this experience is going to be completely emotional, heart breaking and extremely difficult at times, I am very excited to learn more, develop stronger self control, and overall, reach my thinspiration. Please, help me through this time, help me win! I long for my support and encouragement! HELP!
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